I ended things with my last boyfriend. To many people it came as a shock, him included but I reached my breaking point. Our last face-to-face conversation, if you wanna call it that, told me everything I needed to know. Right then and there, I knew that it wasn’t what I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. It was difficult, I cried … Continue reading Breaking Free
Change is scary, sometimes unwanted and yet inevitable. Change can be subtle or drastic depending on the factors. Change in a relationship can either help the relationship grow or fail. You’re not the same person forever, that’s just fact. As we go through life, we experience different circumstances that switches our way of life or alter sour point of view. We learn about ourselves and … Continue reading Change
It’s a total lack of trust So here’s what happened, during my birthday week celebration my parents went on their first roller coaster ride. After the ride my dad said “I thought I was gonna fall, but after the first dip I didn’t fall and I knew I would be okay.” Fast forward to tonight, I just watched “nobody’s fool” with my sisters and it … Continue reading Why we scream on roller coasters
I mean I think I have every right to be afraid Afraid because of all my past experiences I know it’s wrong to prejudge a relationship based on the past But how can I not when One says he loves me then cheats on me Another says he loves me but not as much as he’ll love someone else And another says he loves … Continue reading Current Situation
When we first started talking I didn’t think it would get serious And when things switched from casual I prayed I asked God “Please let him be my last” I thought maybe if I asked It would come true Playing myself like I was wishing upon a star When I just needed to wait So when he asked I said yes Regretting those words with … Continue reading Waiting..