It breaks my heart to know

That you’ll never hold me again

That I won’t feel secure in your arms

That I won’t lay on your chest, and listen to your heartbeat

That I’ll never look you in the eyes and see love for me in them

No I won’t get any of that anymore

Someone else will feel the love that I had imagined

Someone else will feel the joy that I can’t get back

Someone else will experience all of you

And it won’t be me it’s never been me

It’s always been you without me

Now you and her together

You now see yourself as a unit

You now hold her with love

You now kiss her with tenderness

You now listen to her fears

You now become her superhero

You now…..you now love her

And even though that breaks my heart

Even though my heart cries

Even though I feel alone I’m happy for you

And I have hope that one day….

One day I’ll get to experience

All the things I imagined were real with you