I mean I think I have every right to be afraid

Afraid because of all my past experiences

I know it’s wrong to prejudge a relationship based on the past

But how can I not when

One says he loves me then cheats on me

Another says he loves me but not as much as he’ll love someone else

And another says he loves me but can’t handle me so he walks away

They all talk a good game in the beginning

But then shit turns sideways

And all of a sudden you gotta let go

Cause it’s getting too much…

So yeah I’m afraid but I’m also tired

Tired of being cast aside

Tired of being loved halfway

Tired of giving my all and getting a portion in return

Tired of being told I love you

When in the end they all walk away

I’m tired, I am tired, I am so tired of losing myself

So yeah imma sit back I’ll focus on God, focus on me

And if you think you can walk into my life

And stay no matter what comes our way

Then welcome, if not then Let’s stick to the friendship